Christmas is over

Christmas is over and my studies and work are waiting for me. Tomorrow I am going to Tartu. Its too late at night. I need to sleep already. Its too late...

Depth

I am deep like a deep blue sea.
Have you ever fallen into eternity?
I cant breath.
I cant shout.
But I am sinking...
And if you fall I will catch you...

I came home at 11.20 pm. Its the end of the day and I have to go to bed already. Days are too short for me. I need more hours, but it seems even 24 more hours would be too less for me. I sang today in corporation Amicitia. And we danced cha-cha, waltz, foxtrot etc. with a corporation Fraternitas Liviensis.

White shoes

Too much snow! I can hardly walk outside! I was at work and did some shopping afterwards without buying anything. It is unbelievable- theres no white high-heeled shoes in shops! Or some 50% discount ones that do not have my size! They build big supermarkets here- but do not have goods that people need! How can I go to ball without white shoes... :(

I just came home from uni and did an exam in forest pathology. I hope for good results- fingers grossed!

It is still a bit stormy outside and theres a lot of snow everywhere. I was at work in the morning and some of my colleagues were in snow prison at home, they could not come out! Oh I love this weather! I wish you all would be here to build some snow castles outside!

Storm and chocolate

It is snowing heavily in Estonia. Finally! So this is a picture that I made for 5 min ago from my floor. In spite of wind and snow it makes so much fun to be outside.

I am drinking hot chocolate, eating chocolate and burn chocolate candles. It is fun to be indoors too!

It is snowing outside! I was waiting for this time since long... to watch the snow falling down...

I need to study today- forest pathology. Its going to be a day with fungi, viruses and bacterial diseases of the trees.

I was in Tallinn yesterday. I had to wake up in 6 o`clock already and to go to train with the rushees of sorority Indla. We were singing from our cantusbuks almost all the way from Tartu to Tallinn. So we got our fanclub in a train who were clapping hands for us.

In Tallinn we visited different fraternities like Vironia, Rotalia and Sakala and a sorority Lembela. We also were skaiting and had a dinner with members of a sorority Indla who are living in Tallinn.

I went home very late- was in Tartu at 2 am and woke up at 11 am today.

I have finished my working day. It seem my work will never end and it gets harder and harder and still no results, still nothing to be proud of.
Im going home now, through windy autumn, to home where nobody is waiting for me. How sad is it! Im going to drink a cup of tea and to read something in English. Im going to think of friends who are not here with me.